"A nation that continues year after year to spend more on military defense than on programs of social uplift is approaching spiritual doom"
- Martin Luther King Jr.
THE BONFIRE
“Oh, let’s go up the hill and scare ourselves, | |
As reckless as the best of them to-night, | |
By setting fire to all the brush we piled | |
With pitchy hands to wait for rain or snow. | |
Oh, let’s not wait for rain to make it safe. | 5 |
The pile is ours: we dragged it bough on bough | |
Down dark converging paths between the pines. | |
Let’s not care what we do with it to-night. | |
Divide it? No! But burn it as one pile | |
The way we piled it. And let’s be the talk | 10 |
Of people brought to windows by a light | |
Thrown from somewhere against their wall-paper. | |
Rouse them all, both the free and not so free | |
With saying what they’d like to do to us | |
For what they’d better wait till we have done. | 15 |
Let’s all but bring to life this old volcano, | |
If that is what the mountain ever was— | |
And scare ourselves. Let wild fire loose we will….” | |
“And scare you too?” the children said together. | |
“Why wouldn’t it scare me to have a fire | 20 |
Begin in smudge with ropy smoke and know | |
That still, if I repent, I may recall it, | |
But in a moment not: a little spurt | |
Of burning fatness, and then nothing but | |
The fire itself can put it out, and that | 25 |
By burning out, and before it burns out | |
It will have roared first and mixed sparks with stars, | |
And sweeping round it with a flaming sword, | |
Made the dim trees stand back in wider circle— | |
Done so much and I know not how much more | 30 |
I mean it shall not do if I can bind it. | |
Well if it doesn’t with its draft bring on | |
A wind to blow in earnest from some quarter, | |
As once it did with me upon an April. | |
The breezes were so spent with winter blowing | 35 |
They seemed to fail the bluebirds under them | |
Short of the perch their languid flight was toward; | |
And my flame made a pinnacle to heaven | |
As I walked once round it in possession. | |
But the wind out of doors—you know the saying. | 40 |
There came a gust. You used to think the trees | |
Made wind by fanning since you never knew | |
It blow but that you saw the trees in motion. | |
Something or someone watching made that gust. | |
It put the flame tip-down and dabbed the grass | 45 |
Of over-winter with the least tip-touch | |
Your tongue gives salt or sugar in your hand. | |
The place it reached to blackened instantly. | |
The black was all there was by day-light, | |
That and the merest curl of cigarette smoke— | 50 |
And a flame slender as the hepaticas, | |
Blood-root, and violets so soon to be now. | |
But the black spread like black death on the ground, | |
And I think the sky darkened with a cloud | |
Like winter and evening coming on together. | 55 |
There were enough things to be thought of then. | |
Where the field stretches toward the north | |
And setting sun to Hyla brook, I gave it | |
To flames without twice thinking, where it verges | |
Upon the road, to flames too, though in fear | 60 |
They might find fuel there, in withered brake, | |
Grass its full length, old silver golden-rod, | |
And alder and grape vine entanglement, | |
To leap the dusty deadline. For my own | |
I took what front there was beside. I knelt | 65 |
And thrust hands in and held my face away. | |
Fight such a fire by rubbing not by beating. | |
A board is the best weapon if you have it. | |
I had my coat. And oh, I knew, I knew, | |
And said out loud, I couldn’t bide the smother | 70 |
And heat so close in; but the thought of all | |
The woods and town on fire by me, and all | |
The town turned out to fight for me—that held me. | |
I trusted the brook barrier, but feared | |
The road would fail; and on that side the fire | 75 |
Died not without a noise of crackling wood— | |
Of something more than tinder-grass and weed— | |
That brought me to my feet to hold it back | |
By leaning back myself, as if the reins | |
Were round my neck and I was at the plough. | 80 |
I won! But I’m sure no one ever spread | |
Another color over a tenth the space | |
That I spread coal-black over in the time | |
It took me. Neighbors coming home from town | |
Couldn’t believe that so much black had come there | 85 |
While they had backs turned, that it hadn’t been there | |
When they had passed an hour or so before | |
Going the other way and they not seen it. | |
They looked about for someone to have done it. | |
But there was no one. I was somewhere wondering | 90 |
Where all my weariness had gone and why | |
I walked so light on air in heavy shoes | |
In spite of a scorched Fourth-of-July feeling. | |
Why wouldn’t I be scared remembering that?” | |
“If it scares you, what will it do to us?” | 95 |
“Scare you. But if you shrink from being scared, | |
What would you say to war if it should come? | |
That’s what for reasons I should like to know— | |
If you can comfort me by any answer.” | |
“Oh, but war’s not for children—it’s for men.” | 100 |
“Now we are digging almost down to China. | |
My dears, my dears, you thought that—we all thought it. | |
So your mistake was ours. Haven’t you heard, though, | |
About the ships where war has found them out | |
At sea, about the towns where war has come | 105 |
Through opening clouds at night with droning speed | |
Further o’erhead than all but stars and angels,— | |
And children in the ships and in the towns? | |
Haven’t you heard what we have lived to learn? | |
Nothing so new—something we had forgotten: | 110 |
War is for everyone, for children too. | |
I wasn’t going to tell you and I mustn’t. | |
The best way is to come up hill with me | |
And have our fire and laugh and be afraid.” |
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