A Poem for Thursday: "Bluebird" - Charles Bukowski

Have a listen:

there's a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out

but I'm too tough for him, 

I say, stay in there, I'm not going

to let anybody see 

you.

there's a bluebird in my heart that 

wants to get out

but I pour whiskey on him and inhale

cigarette smoke

and the whores and the bartenders

and the grocery clerks

never know that

he's 

in there.

there's a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out

but I'm too tough for him,

I say,

stay down, do you want to mess

me up?

you want to screw up the 

works

you want to blow my book sales in

Europe?

there's a bluebird in my heart that 

wants to get out

but I'm too clever, I only let him out 

at night sometimes

when everybody's asleep.

I say, I know that you're there,

so don't be

sad.

then I put him back,

but he's singing a little

in there, I haven't quite let him

die

and we sleep together like

that

with our

secret pact

and it's nice enough to

make a man

weep, but I don't

weep, do

you?

- Charles Bukowski

My story's infinite
like the Longines Symphonette
it doesn't rest